I’m letting go of my comfort zone of 4 years. As I have discussed with my Mom, I also have to get used to the new treatment of what will be handed to me. Not to be an awful ass, but I was treated with High Respect and Awe followed me where I walked. — Now I will have to start all over again. No one will know my name, no one will know of my achievements, of my work and nobody even cares – but that’s how it will be now and I have to accept that and adapt. I will have to start with small talks (which I absolutely hate), I will have to smile and smile and smile to people (which is meh for me too) and like I said before, I have zero charm and I absolutely wouldn’t call myself a pleaser.
CHANGE IS SCARY. BUT ALLOWING FEAR TO STOP YOU FROM GROWING, EVOLVING AND PROGRESSING IS EVEN SCARIER.
I may not look like it, but I was scared to death during that time. I had hundreds of butterflies in my stomach, my hands were sweating and I was rehearsing some lines in my head while I also try to remember all their brands. Whew. With God’s Grace, I made it. 😀 Thank you. ❤